It's difficult to put into words what the world feels like to me now...Usually finding the words comes easy but how I feel now is not easy to describe.
When you have someone who constantly wants to be with you, like every minute of every day, for 18 years. (cant even get close enough to you even when he is on your lap)
It does something to your equilibrium.
I'm trying to find my balance.
I miss how much he loved me.
This photograph is of Mikey sitting in the window while I'm outside, I think the look says it all.
He didnt like us to be apart.
I dont like it either.